Days 8-17

Okay, so yes I have missed 10 days but I went to Alton towers last weekend and then I was ill. πŸ™‚ Here are the days I missed.

Day 8:

A moment that you felt the most satisfied with your life.

Well considering my life hasn’t beenΒ thatΒ long really, I cant really think of any great achievements I’ve had. yet.Β Most days I feel satisfied with my life, and why shouldn’t IΒ be? I’m alive, healthy, happy and in a stable environment. At this point I have nothing to be dissatisfied with.

Day 9:

How you hope your future will be like.

I feel like I’ve already answered this but I’ll say it again. In my future I hope to be a successful veterinary surgeon. I hope I am happy and healthy. I hope I find someone to spend the rest of my life with. I hope that he makes me happy, fills my life with love and great adventures. I would like to live in a small town or village by the sea. Maybe even have a couple of children. That would be nice. πŸ™‚ I hope I am still really close to all of my family and friends that I have now. That is a lot of hoping πŸ˜‰

Day 10:

Discuss your first love and first kiss.

Now I know I’ve said this before. πŸ™‚ I have never been in love. Ever. Yet.Β I have had a total of two boyfriends in my entire short life. Both when I was between the age of 12-14. Both only lasted a few weeks at most, nothing serious. I have only kissed one boy. My second boyfriend. It wasn’t anything special really. And it wasn’t a ‘full on’ kiss. Just a peck. But I remember being very excited and overcome with joy. I did really like the guy to be honest. I don’t regret it whatsoever.

Day 11:

Put your ipod on shuffle and write the first 10 songs that pop up.

*Discloser-I used my phone not ipod πŸ˜‰ yes I’m a rebel.*

1. ‘One less heart to break’-by Patent pending

2. ‘Story of my life’-Cover by Patty Walters

3.’Hung up’-by Hot chelle rae

4.’Demons’-by Imagine Dragons

5.’Fifteen’-by Taylor Swift

6.’Give me your hand (best song ever)-by The ready set

7.’something good’-by Two door cinema club

8.’Boys in books are better’-by Carrie Hope Fletcher

9.’Counting stars’-by One republic

10.’All of the stars’-by Ed Sheeran

Day 12:

Bullet your whole day.

This was the day I was ill.

  • I woke up at 6am.
  • I got dressed, ready for college.
  • I made breakfast, Marmite on toast if I remember correctly.
  • I felt really ill-Headache, felt sick and dizzy.
  • I told my mum who asked if I wanted to stay at home, I said no.
  • I got my bag ready.
  • I felt really ill 10 minutes before I had to leave to go to college so I text my friends to tell them I wasn’t walking.
  • I made my mum a cup of tea and took it to her in bed. I told her I wasn’t going in.
  • I went downstairs, got a fluffy blanket and stayed on the sofa for the rest of the day watching movies on Netflix.
  • I watched ‘Lilo and Stich’…and cried.
  • I watched ‘Love wrecked’ and wished I hadn’t.
  • I watched half/30 minutes of ‘The messengers 2’ purely because it had Norman Reedus in.Then went to bed and read half of my book and fell asleep.
  • I woke up and had dinner.
  • I read some more.
  • I went to bed.

Day 13:

Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.

I really(!) want to go to America and do a road trip around it. That would be amazing! πŸ™‚ I particularly want to go to Orlando, Florida to go to Disneyland and Universal studios. If I ever goΒ to Universal I would be constantly happy for so long. I would love to go to New York for Christmas and new year too. πŸ™‚ Just thinking about it makes me happy πŸ™‚

Day 14:

Your earliest memory.

My sister, brother and me, in the garden of my old house playing in summer till really late because it was summer and it didn’t get dark till late. We would have our friends, who lived on the same estate, come round and we would create our own fantasy worlds and have to protect them. Fighting evil monsters, going on quests, saving the day. Most of the time these were based on video games or books that we had played or read. I cant remember what they were now but we would gather random items from the garden (hula hoops, rakes, poles, wood) And create houses that we had to protect from invisible enemy. Wow, I haven’t thought about that for a while. πŸ™‚ Thinking about it, life was so happy and free and just plain easy in those times that we would play.

Day 15:

Your favourite tumblers ( but I don’tΒ have tumbler so I will do YouTubers)

In no particular order

  • Amazing Phil
  • Danisnotonfire
  • Bertie Gilbert
  • Caspar lee
  • Bribry
  • Charlieissocoollike
  • Christian Novelli
  • Connor Franta
  • Crabstickz
  • Cryaotic
  • Pewdiepie
  • Damon Fizzy
  • Ryan Higa
  • Jack and dean
  • Itswaypastmybedtime (carrie hope fletcher)
  • Kickthepj
  • Patty walters
  • Raywilliamjohnson
  • Rhett and Link
  • Troy sivan
  • The vlog brothers

Yes, I have this many favourites πŸ˜‰

Day 16:

Your views on mainstream music.

Haha, this one made me laugh. ‘Mainstream’ is kinda silly. So many people (most of my friends included) refer to anything that quite a few people like as ‘Mainstream’ which leads others to think that it isn’t cool to like this music. Which is kinda stupid. I, myself, like pretty much anything when it comes to music. If you tell me a song to listen to the probability is that I’ll like it πŸ™‚

Day 17:

Your highs and lows of the past year.

I feel like there has been too many things to remember. So much can happen in a year, seriously! In a years time I could have found the “love of my life” haha probably not but anything could happen. One high/low of this past year is that around the time of taking my GCSE’s I got a lot closer to a friend, probably closer than I should have and now after that, we’re not close in the same way we used to be. We had fun but it was different for me than it was for the other person. And now my heads kinda confused at what’s happening with them. Cryptic yes, but it needs to be as they might read this and that would be awkward :/ I lost one of my best friends and nearly lost my remaining best friend in a very different way. My best friend was dangerously ill, but she’s getting her life back to whatever normal is. The fact that she’s even still here is such a big high πŸ™‚

Woah…okay I think that took me like two and a half hours to finish…Appreciate guys!! πŸ˜‰

Smile…It wont hurt you!!!!! πŸ˜€

July

Let’s talk.

It’s been a while ( again) my fault of course but shh. Last months resolution? Well, that didn’t go as planned now did it? No… So I’m back with a new monthly resolution! Bet you didn’t see that coming πŸ˜‰

For July I was going to take my lovely max ( the dog…my dog) for a walk every day. Buuutt, I’ve only took him for 2 walks so far :/ so I’m just gonna say take him as many times as I can.

That’s it… Let’s be honest now I’ll see you in a month πŸ˜‰

Smile… It won’t hurt you!! πŸ™‚

I miss you.

How can you miss someone that you have never met?
How? Surly you never knew them so there’s nothing to miss. No fond memories that haunt you before you sleep. No voice to remember. Not even A significant smell you associate with that person. You may think you can’t miss someone that you have never met, but I do.

My Grandad died 19 years ago today. He died long before I was born. My brother and sister remember him. I’ve heard countless stories of their memories of him. I don’t have any. I never knew him. Never met him. But I miss him.

I miss him. I hate the fact that he went before his time. I hate the fact that I never saw him. He never saw me. He never knew my mum would have another child. But I miss him. I wish so badly that I could have met him. Just one little memory of my own to hold on to. But I don’t have that and I never will. That’s just a fact of life I live with. Many people live with. My niece will never meet that amazing man I’ve heard so many things about.

However, I know he’s somewhere looking down on us. On me. Keeping us safe. I love him, I’ve never met him or heard his voice but I love him. He’s my grandad no matter where he is and I hope he reads this and he knows how much I miss him.

Now, sorry for that but I had to do something. 19 years is a long time. Smile…it won’t hurt you. πŸ™‚

May

I’m sorry I’ve been away from blogging for a while. I think it’s been at least a month since my last post. I’ve been super busy as I’ve had/having my mock GCSEs which sucks to be honest. Only two left! I’ll say more later…

So hey, it’s may. Another month another resolution. Yes! I have an idea this month *drumroll* this month I am mainly writing a list of 100 things I want to do this summer. Me and my taken best friend did this last year and let’s just say it didn’t work out too well. Id say I did about 20 out of the 100 things only list so this year I will make sure I try my hardest to do all of them. πŸ™‚ who knows I might even share a few of them with you. πŸ˜›

okay so side resolution I’m gonna bring back being positive. I think you know by now I’m pessimistic, I’ve been getting better but last month I kinda crashed ( yep me being depressing again, SORRY!) but I’m putting that down to stress from tests. I’m going to sleep now, night guys. Smile…it won’t hurt you. πŸ™‚