Don’t be afraid

Hey. Have you ever felt like you didn’t fit in? Like nobody likes you or wants you around? Or that you have to be somebody that your not to make people accept you? I have. But don’t. It’s one of the worst things you can do.

Be who you want to be, not what people expect you to be.

Wear what you want to wear. Act how you want to act. Be who you want to be.

No matter how much:
make up you wear.
You dress like your idol.
act like a jerk.

It won’t make people like you. Be your self. If your honest with people and be the real you then their going to like you a lot more than if your pretending to be someone else.

Never feel like you won’t be accepted if you don’t act a certain way. Be original. Be unique. Be yourself. Don’t be afraid to stand out from the crowd. It won’t hurt you. Sometimes you have to take risks.

You was created the way you are for a reason. No matter how much you try to hide, the real you will always be there. Don’t be afraid, embrace your awesomeness because you are amazing.



The cube.

Clear your head of all thoughts, now imagine in your head a desert. Imagine what it would look like. Now place a cube in that desert, anywhere you like and the cube can be any type of cube at all. Now to this random picture add a ladder and think how the ladder looks in relation to the cube and how they are interacting. If you thought this was weird now imagine a horse in the desert, place it once again anywhere you want. Now there is a storm, where about’s in the picture is it? And finally if you want add flowers, any type, wherever you want.

Stop imagining

Okay so this was a ‘mental exercise’ the different things are supposed to represent different things in our life.
the cube: is you or rather how you see yourself.
the ladder: is your friends.
the horse: is your crush/partner/significant other.
the storm: is conflict in your life.
And finally,
the flowers: are children, represents how you see children/ how many you would like.

I know this is kinda childish but hey ho I thought it would be fun if you guys comment with your pictures and I could try to analyse them and tell you what it means. Smile…it won’t hurt you! ๐Ÿ™‚

Woah…that was unexpected

Hey there strangers! ๐Ÿ™‚ I’m back. So the other week/ a couple of weeks ago I was checking my emails when one popped up. It was one of my favourite blogs My adventure of life in the email was his latest post. I began to read it and I was enjoying it. It was about how a fellow blogger had ‘presented’ him with a blogging award. The blogging award is called the libster award. It’s an award that bloggers pass on to kinda ‘raise awareness’ to less known/popular blogs. So I was reading and then I saw the name of this blog…my blog?!? Wait what?! Someone reads my blog? Wait no.. Someone thinks it’s worth an award?!? NOWAY!!! ๐Ÿ˜€ i cannot explain how shocked, surprised, grateful and happy I was. So thank you so so so very much.

Now here comes the embarrassing part. Now normally when you receive a libster you answer 11 questions, name 11 blogs that you think deserve this award and give those awarded 11 questions to answer… Now I’m really new to blogging and have been way to wrapped up in life to really explore much further than checking out people who like/comment blogs and actually writing posts. See I cannot name 11 different blogs so I cant really tell you their names…:( so this post is going to be a running post. I don’t know how long until it will be finished ( busy life an all that) but I promise you reading this that one day you will look at this post and see a completed libster award ‘acceptance’ post. So watch this space and smile…it won’t hurt you! ๐Ÿ™‚

*Continuation, finally updated on the 6th of october 2015. (yes it took this long to find someone worthy)

11 facts about me:

  1. I am not quite an adult but I will never be a child at Christmas again. ๐Ÿ˜ฆ
  2. I become obsessed with people easily and its a real issue.
  3. I desperately want a scaffold piercing.
  4. I am planning on cutting my hair off for charity.
  5. My biggest achievement to date is running 10K for race for life.
  6. My favourite book is The Host by Stephanie Meyer.
  7. I am obsessed with Disney.
  8. My dream holiday would be Orlando so i could visit both universal studios and Disneyland.
  9. I try hard not to regret anything I ever do as it was either what Iย wanted or what I thought was right at the time.
  10. I love love. (trust me its not a good thing)
  11. I have brown eyes and hair. And I’m okay with that.

I’ve done this so many times so I’m sorry if you already know any of these, I tried to think of new ones.

11 questions from my nominator:

  1. If you had a chance to officially change your name, what would it be?

Haha funny, I actually already have. I changed my last name from my birth name to my step fathers, on account of he is more like a father to me than my biological father.

2. Which country do you think would be directly below you, on the other side of the Earth?

What?! Umm…china maybe? Okay I have to Google this now! (its the sea…)

3.Swimming pool or the beach?

Definitely the beach.

4.Who is the biggest person in your life?

Physically or metaphorically? ๐Ÿ˜‰ But probably my mum.

5.Your opinion on.. marshmallows? (You heard it!)

They are the food of gods, I love them ๐Ÿ™‚

6.Do you believe in โ€˜love at first sightโ€™?

I though hard about this one but no I don’t think I do. Like actually falling in love with someone you’ve only seen? Nope, I’m not buying it.

7.Greatest ambition/achievement in life?

Become a successful Veterinary Surgeon.

8.Have you ever arrived at a point in time, when you just felt like giving up on someone?

Yes. So much yes, but he’s still holding on.

9.Ever been so happy about something, that you just yelled out about it?

No but I hope one day I’ll find something/something happens that makes me that happy.

10.Who would you put firstโ€“ lover (unmarried) or best friend?

Best friend, always. If you don’t have your friends who’s going to have your back?

11.Okay, last one.. How many months have twenty-eight days? ๐Ÿ˜€

Haha nice try…ALL OF THEM! ๐Ÿ˜‰

My nominations are:

  1. The elephant in my houseย This is one of the most moving blogs I’ve ever read and the work she puts in deserves so much more than a Libster award.
  2. Thebritinberlinย This is a pretty new blog but the posts I’ve read were amazing and I can’t wait to read about her adventures.

(I am aware nominees 3-11 are blank, I’m still searching for you!)

Questions you must answer:

  1. What is your favourite Christmas film?
  2. Opinion on socks and sandals? (they look good is not a correct answer ๐Ÿ˜‰ )
  3. What is your happiest memory?
  4. One time you did something you were afraid of?
  5. Have you ever been in love? what was it like?
  6. Summer or winter?
  7. Do you believe in a God?
  8. Favourite Disney movie?
  9. ย Favourite book and why?
  10. The worst date you’ve ever been on/embarrassing story?
  11. How much wood could a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?


Hey guys, I really wanted to blog but I feel like (insert rude word here) still not swearing! ๐Ÿ˜‰ but yeah I have some things I want to write about but I’m poorly right now and it’s hurting my head typing this now (feel lucky) so as soon as I’m feeling better expect lots of things of here ๐Ÿ™‚ well… Not lots but more than nothing. ๐Ÿ™‚ ughh okay feel sick, see you soon guys.
Smile…it won’t hurt you. ๐Ÿ™‚
P.s sorry for the lame excuse, really finding it hard to type a coherent sentence. :/

I’m sorry I’m not perfect.

Hey so here’s what I was talking about before.

So a while ago I wrote a post about my friend. if you haven’t noticed that post has recently been deleted If you never saw that post then basically it was me talking about how his relationship made me feel.

I wrote that post one day after him ( my best friend) and his girlfriend had a big argument. I was so upset that he was sad. I could see how much he was physically hurting and it made me hurt to. So I took my anger out by writing that post. Just so it’s clear, I wrote it because I was angry/hurt/upset. not because I’m a bitter vindictive person that wanted to hurt anyone.

Last week I told my best friend that I wanted him to read it because quite frankly I’m so very proud of this pathetic blog of mine. (side note he knew I blogged, he’d asked me numerous times before to see it) when I told him I want him to see it I warned him he’d be very upset about it and he would hate me but he still asked to see it.

As i said. He hated me. So now were hardly talking. I love him I really really do. ( not like that sheesh! He’s like my brother) he’s an amazingly talented guy and he is always there for me no matter what.

I guess there more I could say but this is bloody long :/ so might post #2 maybe.

Smile… It won’t hurt you.

Thankyou for reading!!!
P.s do you guys think I’m a complete female dog? Or that the situation was unavoidable? Please tell me.